Sitting with a headache from heck.

Alright there have been points and times in my life where I have been tired and not wanting to do very much at all. Today is one of those days. I feel like crap due to being so tired and run down. This has been something I have fought with for several weeks now - on and off medications and just simply not with it in this world. Med head all the time and not really sure what to do about it and let my body take its course. Oh well, i guess thats life the universe and everything (May Douglas Adams rest in peace). Simply, I can't even type straight thats how bad this headache is.
Anyway, looking at houses yesterday and flipping through the listings on Help U Sell.com it seems that there are several we are looking at. Thank goodness for people around me willing to give me information into what i need to be looking at and finding what needs to be done next. Simply, everything needs to be done. Which sucks, but that is the way that life is taking a toll on my brain. HA!
Alright Alright so I might be over reacting a little it but damn my head hurts.
Anywho. simply. I am going to go throughout the next few weeks and try and figure out what to do with the rest of my life and make it a whole lot better. Simply, my photography business is going to have to grow a big time for me to get out of the hole that I am in with the current place of employment. Not many people can say that they have a job right now and are a photographer. It often does not happen. I am not sure why that is but it does happen that way. Photographers take a long time to build their business and then once its up and going they have to keep it up and going. Thats apart of their lives and how they live. I see that as a good thing and I hope to continue owning my own business with a fashion(spelling here sucks) that I can make things work to my advantage. Either way; to the future as we know it is unclear as I have said before. :) YADA! ALRIGHT.

Now then. Simply, I am looking for a house. If you have any ideas please feel free to leave me a post as to what to do for the first house ownership and any tax prep stuff I might need to do in the future.

cheers to the people.
Hooah!
I am going to bed.

What do you think of this photograph I took sometime ago at the Nolin Dam in Bee Springs Kentucky.

The interesting world of an business.

You know sometimes there are times in your life to find a way to make it work for yourself. Since i feel the stress of having freaking three or more bosses running down my throat all the time. I feel like I have to explain my every step until it really becomes right. Strange thing is I am not sure that the best way is to be explaining it like I am however; I know that for some time now I for sure can't see the light at the end of the tunnel when it comes to getting out of a cramped office. You fart and you smell it sort of office and never really have any idea what is going to smell like in the morning. Seriously, like today someone visited. Not a problem - I just had a lot going on and for a second I felt kind of annoyed that she came at the time that she did. I mean really 1:00 pm in the afternoon really got on my nerves. I had no lunch yet and it really smelled that I had not had lunch yet and really never got a piss break. For the love of God it felt good to stretch my legs a little bit today. Weird that I had to do it sitting in the floor. Weird, that at times I felt like I could crawl in a corner and cry my eyes out because I am so much a people pleaser and wish to please everyone that I can't see the light of day sometimes. But its alright seriously, cause I hope to be out of that little office sometimes in the next few weeks and hope a least 3 weeks. I do get to the point that I do want to scream just becuase I feel the pressure of having a large million dollar business on my shoulders and being the primary contact for the following can be rather unsettling. 1. Shipping 2. Receiving of packages 3. Accounting bull Ship High In Transit. and not to mention some other things like when Invoices don't go through the way that they should have and at the same time the purchase orders getting rejected due to some people out there actually screwing up the order on a UPS or otherwise side. :| Either way my job right now blows. I want to be shooting photographs. I want to be playing with light and making it work for me and to be able to have some sort of connection with the people I am taking photographs of from sometime to another. Either way, things will eventually figure themselves out I just hope its soon or I am going to go crazy from the exhaustion that I feel everytime I come home from work.

Till next time.
Ciao. :)