The interesting world of an business.

You know sometimes there are times in your life to find a way to make it work for yourself. Since i feel the stress of having freaking three or more bosses running down my throat all the time. I feel like I have to explain my every step until it really becomes right. Strange thing is I am not sure that the best way is to be explaining it like I am however; I know that for some time now I for sure can't see the light at the end of the tunnel when it comes to getting out of a cramped office. You fart and you smell it sort of office and never really have any idea what is going to smell like in the morning. Seriously, like today someone visited. Not a problem - I just had a lot going on and for a second I felt kind of annoyed that she came at the time that she did. I mean really 1:00 pm in the afternoon really got on my nerves. I had no lunch yet and it really smelled that I had not had lunch yet and really never got a piss break. For the love of God it felt good to stretch my legs a little bit today. Weird that I had to do it sitting in the floor. Weird, that at times I felt like I could crawl in a corner and cry my eyes out because I am so much a people pleaser and wish to please everyone that I can't see the light of day sometimes. But its alright seriously, cause I hope to be out of that little office sometimes in the next few weeks and hope a least 3 weeks. I do get to the point that I do want to scream just becuase I feel the pressure of having a large million dollar business on my shoulders and being the primary contact for the following can be rather unsettling. 1. Shipping 2. Receiving of packages 3. Accounting bull Ship High In Transit. and not to mention some other things like when Invoices don't go through the way that they should have and at the same time the purchase orders getting rejected due to some people out there actually screwing up the order on a UPS or otherwise side. :| Either way my job right now blows. I want to be shooting photographs. I want to be playing with light and making it work for me and to be able to have some sort of connection with the people I am taking photographs of from sometime to another. Either way, things will eventually figure themselves out I just hope its soon or I am going to go crazy from the exhaustion that I feel everytime I come home from work.

Till next time.
Ciao. :)